Steadfast

Hebrews 3:14 NKJV
For we have become partakers of Christ if we hold the beginning of our confidence steadfast to the end,

Steadfast.  What It Mean?  Check online free dictionary it define it as firmly,  unchanging,  loyal etc.

Think back that I actually get to know Jesus long time ago when I was in primary school,  around standard 3. Then thing hanging there until I was in secondary school,  form 4th.  That is because I was away from.home and got the chance to attend church. Thionking back I was in Teknik and attending the church in telok wanjah,  pretty far then. Then loss a few again in form sixth. I think I was disappointed with my SPA result. I was top student then so I was expecting to be top as well in SPM. blaming to the girl friend. Cannot go to UTM to study engineering as dream all these while and the purpose of going to Teknik is to cut short the journey to go to UTM directly. Form sixth is the worst. Cannot believe that I did so bad. Expecting 70 but I only got 40 plus if I am not mistaken. The only hope now is TAR college. It was seen as a rejected college. Ya college life basically more of girl friend life. So the next dream kick in - to continue the study to UK. Financially is an issue.  Actually wanted to go to Warwick but due to cost ended up in Coventry. No idea what is mrp2 but did the final thesis. Thinking back I must be thankful otherwise will not know SAP as well. But this is a trap as well once you get in - one way ticket- so difficult to get out. Thus if cannot get out just need to be thankful to enjoy it.  Now The Dream Is To Travel Again With SAP. This senses keep reflecting in me. I will travel to EU one day.  Let keep this to be read after years.

What is next? 

Day 28th- trust in THE LORD TO FINISH THE GOOD WORK THAT HE STARTED IN ME.

Absolutely no idea what is next.