Trials

Almost 4 years this trials still going on. Is this God allows or I put them on myself?

But I am glad if not because of this trial I will still wandering in the wilderness or may be non longer in church. I was losing momentum to the extend that even doubted why I wanted to go to church. Most of the time felt asleep in church.  I will never finish read the whole bible even once. I will never serve as usher in church       I will never attend any cell. I will never play badminton.

But what I have learn?   The word cone into my mind is repent and turn to the Lord. The rest leave it to Lord so long that you did not abundant then word of God,  rest assured you will he fine.

I still have clue what is the end of the story but trust God will planned something to my or His interest or glory.

Commit the whole storyboard to the Lord.